I Understand Why Artists Starve

It is a moment an author anticipates as much as a book contract – the first royalty statement.


I consider myself to be a realist. I am a new author with a small publisher.


I have been associated with the entertainment industry in one form or another for over 30 years.


I know how film, theatre, TV and the music industry works, so when I sold Moonstone Obsession, despite the expectations and good natured ribbing from friends I knew I wasn’t going to experience this:


This is not me.

This is not me.


There was a number I had in mind that I hoped to meet or exceed that would be an indication of my success or otherwise. It was a modest number.


I waited patiently.


Is it here yet?

Is it here yet?


One month, two months, three months…


Today I received my first full quarter royalty statement…


Winner!

Winner!


Hang on a moment…


That number? Are you sure it's *that* number

That number? Are you sure it’s *that* number


Let me get a closer look


You've got to be kidding me!

You’ve got to be kidding me!


And that euphoric feeling. The one you carry that says I’m a published author, then changes to something else.


And that's a flattering image...

And that’s a flattering image…


It’s not the book.


I love my book

I love my book


It’s a matter of getting awareness out there.


Books on floor two.

Books on floor two.


And another book out. Now that part is now in the hand of a potential publisher.


Please, please, please like Warrior's Surrender...

Please, please, please like Warrior’s Surrender…


I need something to cheer me up.


Here, kitty, kitty, kitty

Here, kitty, kitty, kitty


Nah, I think I need a Scotch.


Aah, that's better

Aah, that’s better


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