Halleluiah, I am not sick at this moment… but….

I have what I call Ultradian Rapid Cycling Bipolar II with psychotic features, etc. Truthfully, my form of bipolar is pretty rare- which is probably why I can write about bipolar 24 hours a day- my moods change so constantly. I just counted that in the last ten days I've had 15 mood swings. I get very, very tired of it.  These mood swings have been constant since 2002- I am not sure why I've gotten so much worse over the years- though I know my management skills have improved 1000% since I...