I became aware of the truth.Before that I was happy. Does...

I became aware of the truth.
Before that I was happy. 

Does a good person think of others? 

I sat in the hospital,
Everything was sterile.
That proved they were right. 

If I wasn’t here, though, 
Wouldn’t I be with you? 

I think of you. 
If I felt differently, I would call. 
I could, but I won’t.

I used to see you at the movies. 
Last night, an orderly woke me up. 
In my dream, you were there. 

The dream doesn’t match the reality.