I am afraid of opening myself up to you,because last time I tried to, you took mytruth for granted....

I am afraid of opening myself up to you,
because last time I tried to, you took my
truth for granted. And I shouldn’t be angry
that you fell in love with a girl that you thought
was able to carry the weight of the world
on the inside of her heart. Because now
that she is gone, and you are left empty
handed; with nothing to prove to anyone
that you did sacrifice most of your time
searching for the one that you could call
home. I am still where I was at two years ago,
but this time, I am not going to surrender
my thoughts to you. This time around, I am
going to make you show me that what you
have always wanted, has always been
lingering on the inside of my body.