And Here We Go…. Again

Yesterday was a not so good one…. inside I felt like a Mexican jumping bean on a hot skillet. and I was a bit short tempered too.

It could have been just a bad day – and I admit I was hoping it was.

Seems not – today I am feeling the same.

So it is most likely that I am ramping up to the next level of my crazy cycle. I suppose I can’t really complain. Mid -November isn’t too bad for it to start hammering at me.

I take consolation in the fact that I can usually continue to write during these times. In fact, often writing helps get me through these times. But it takes a bit more concentrated effort to begin the process of writing as my thoughts are scattered, chaotic, and unprincipled — crazy, in short.

I am still not bad enough that I can’t drive – not yet – not as far as I know… so that is another thing I guess I can be happy about.

Cling to the positive – grasp at it desperately to float yourself through the rough patches

Filed under: Mental Health Tagged: Bi-polar, Brain, crazy, cycle, writing