When I look inside of your eyes,I am reminded of all the timesthat I could have been happyby being...

When I look inside of your eyes,
I am reminded of all the times
that I could have been happy
by being with you. But instead
I let my fear take over my choices,
and I put myself behind everything
that I have ever lusted for.
I was supposed to end up with you.
I was meant to love you forever.
But instead, whenever I look
inside of your eyes, I am reminded
of all the times that I could have
been in love with someone
who wanted nothing more
than to see me side by side with bliss.