"It doesn’t matter where I go,or how many miles are put between us,I will always be with..."

“

It doesn’t matter where I go,

or how many miles are put between us,

I will always be with you.

I’ve been thinking a lot lately

of how exactly I can let you go,

but the only solution that I come to

is having you be closer than you already are.

My love for you is a contradiction at it’s finest,

and when we say goodbye to each other,

the first thing that enters my mind

is when we will be saying hello again.

It’s hard to push you away

when you are already so far from me.

And I guess if I want you to leave,

it won’t take you very long

to make your way to the door.

When you told me that you loved me

for the very first time,

I should have just said it back;

instead of grinding my teeth,

and thinking if those words

were ones that you actually meant.

I will never regret being with you,

but I will always regret

spending so much time away from you;

trying to run away from my love.

Those are moments in which I know

that I will never be able to get back.

”

- “I want you close, but then again, I don’t want you at all" - Colleen Brown