When Healing Doesn’t Come.

We pray for healing, pray that God will make us strong again. We hear stories of miracles of people being healed. We know God is a God of healing but what if healing never comes. The last few months I begged God for healing. I prayed and prayed that he would heal me for the illness that my body was fighting.

Some say you have to have more faith and it will happen. The doctor says you will have to be on medication for the rest of your life. That it looks like you will never be healed. Why God have you let this happen we cry. Heal me, I have served you and obeyed you. But the healing never comes. The pain stays.

Suddenly I see it!! This whole time I have been looking at it wrong!! This is my calling, God has asked me to walk this road! Sickness is not fun but he can use it to teach me so much and to reach out to others who suffer pain. Changing my mindset gives me a passion, a goal, a hope. Sickness doesn’t define me. God defines me. Sickness doesn’t drag me down, God calls me and says my child I have a job for you!!