I remember when we used to
get along so well. We never
fought about who was going
to pay the electric bill this month,
or who loved the other one more.
I always used to tell you
that my love for you was something
that nothing could be compared to.
But you resisted my words,
and told me that they way you felt
about me was much stronger
than anything that I have ever
felt before. Even in the beginning,
we were never on the same page.
And up until now, I’m still
not sure why I ever stayed.
It may have been because of
my constant urge
for proving you wrong.
But then again, it could
have been the way
that loneliness made me feel;
trapped and disorganized.
And after all of that time
that it took me to finally
walk away, I now realize
that the way loneliness
makes me feel,
is almost as similar
to the way I felt
when I was with you.
Published on September 27, 2013 18:19