Change - Building Pressure

I know I've been somewhat quiet lately... Especially on social media where I'm usually very active. The reason for this is I'm in the process of making some changes in my life. This causes me to be busy or just not in the mood to deal with the nonsense that goes along with social media.

I've got many irons in the fire, so to speak, in all areas of my life. I'm still looking for an agent - random request for reads keep coming my way so I'm still hopeful. I'm also trying to make some changes in my life that could lead to some restructuring of my time and focus.

Don't be alarmed, me and writing aren't breaking up. We're in a committed relationship. LOL I'm just not happy with certain aspects of various things and, because I'm a motivated person who does something about things I don't like, I'm working hard to make good changes that will make me happier and be more productive for my future.

Waiting for these changes has been building pressure and stresses me out at times. At those times I don't have the patience I would like to have. I go quiet and wait it out. When I'm fine again, I'm around again.

I'm also involved with a few collaborative projects right now. While I'm waiting on everything else to fall into place, I'm still writing and pushing forward. Even when it looks like I'm on a "pause" or "MIA," I'm working on something.

You're probably now wondering what changes I'm making, etc, but I'm not telling. I won't reveal anything unless it actually happens and things are going to change. The important thing is, I'm still here and I'm not going anywhere.

I'm just hoping that all the effort I'm putting into so many things isn't in vain. I'll keep working at it and moving forward - I'm too stubborn to give up! In the meantime, I have a great family who supports me and supports what I'm trying to do, because it will also benefit them.

There is one thing you should always remember about writers... There's always a lot going on behind the scenes before the big reveal.

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