Got Secrets in your Family? Write about Them!

(left to right) Brother, Jack, Mom, me, Sister, Doris

Secret:  I was the baby in the family, born 11 and 8 years, respectively, after my siblings. Not until just a few years ago did I hear that my mother "farmed out" my sister and brother to strangers. The term usually referred to children who were sent to a relative back in the day, but in my siblings' case it was an indenture. My brother and sister had to work for their keep, ages six and 11.

They told me these stories as part of my research while writing "Wild Violets", a romanticized version of my Mother as a flapper and entrepreneur in the 1920's in San Francisco. As I was writing and the family secrets unfolded, the romanticism flew right out the window. And that's okay; remember what I told you before  about your story taking hold and telling itself?

Violet's Fulton Bar & Grill in San Francisco, 1929

But the enormity of my mother's actions still didn't really sink in....grab my heart. 'It happened so long ago, it happened in a different time, it didn't happen to me', I told myself.

Until....I began to actually write that part of the story. Here were these two little kids dumped at the front door of a farm house by their mother and her current boyfriend. The kids had no warning, no time frame, didn't even know if they would ever see their mother again. And for no good reason. The family wasn't destitute....she owned a bar and grill in San Francisco. There were no addiction problems unless you counted our mother's addition to men.

As I wrote those pages, I finally became invested in what had happened to my brother and sister over seventy years ago. And my heart broke. To finally see why, in part, they became the people they are today. Why, at times, my sister bitterly resented me. Why my brother was an overachiever and obsessed with family.

In my own way, I too was abandoned by our mother. No, she never farmed me out. Nothing so overt as that. But she chose her men over me, time and time again. Her desires always trumped my childhood needs.

My Mother, Violet and me (age 5)

I was a left-over.  A possession that she could put down or pick up again on a whim. Show off to her current beau or friends and then set in a corner, like an old broom.

And if you, my readers, hear bitterness leaking through my words....it's not for me and how I was raised. Because I have overpowered my past and empowered myself to be the fierce, tough and resilient woman that I am today. Seeking and honing my talent and achieving my goals. (Yes, I still have abandonment issues).

The bitterness and heartache you hear,  in my voice, are for those two little kids dumped at a stranger's door!

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I have had a wonderful response from other authors and will feature an interview once a month . These authors have already responded and you can read their interviews by clicking on their name: Ann Purser, Susan Elia MacNeal,  Karen Robards, Mark Childress, Rhys Bowen, Dean Koontz, Sheryl Woods, Jo-Ann Mapson, Jeffrey Deaver, Elizabeth Gilbert, Amber Winckler, Heidi Jon Schmidt, Robert McCammon, Sue Grafton, Walter Mosley, Nora Roberts, Raymond Benson and many others.

So come along with me; we shall sneak into these writers' special places, be a fly on the wall and watch them create!  July features Rhys Bowen.  Sue Grafton is August's author as is Cathy Lamb later in the month. and September will feature Tasha Alexander. Jeffrey Deaver is November's author and  slick mystery writer, Andrew Grant will join us this winter. Loretta Chase will be featured later this year.  Raymond Benson will join us in January.

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