We are now more than halfway through the year.I keep thinking that I am going...

We are now more than halfway through the year.
I keep thinking that I am going to get my stuff in order.
I keep thinking that I am going to understand things.
Order and understanding, however, have been elusive.
Still, I keep trying.
On Saturday night, I walked out of a friend’s house and looked up at the sky and the moon was orange, a polished crescent, hovering above the trees.
And I thought: oh, there is everything I need to know.
Maybe it is true.
Reflected light will do.