Diving into, no through, Darkness: with God

I tried to meditate this morning, and some crazy stuff went down. What I was supposed to do was to turn inward, moving past all the noise, the insanity of my life, until I could sit with God. Today’s mantra is: God is with me wherever I go. I’ve been struggling of course with the concept of God being anywhere near me, because I feel unworthy of having Him near me. I feel unworthy of Him, and this dose of [...]