So excited I could pee!

     Well, here I type once yet again...about the woes of self pubbing. (Did I say woes? I meant joys of self pub.  I'm almost positive I meant joys-cr*p I did mean woes.)     Today marks my first spin in the good ol' free promo days through amazons kdp program.  I have tweeted, I have face booked and shared, I have messaged and emailed.  H*ll-I even 'pinned it' for the first time on Pinterest (No clue if I did it right?! I write erotic romance people its about getting nailed...not pinned!).  At this moment I feel like a share button wh*re!  I spread my wares as much as possible to as many people as possible (lucky I've taken notes from some successful women who excel in this particular talent.)     Now what?     Do I continue to spread my link? (Sounds dirty but I assure you it's not.)     Do I sit and wait and see?     WHAT NOW PEOPLE?     So far I have decided to chill out and let my lil' bird fly free...and hope it stays in flight-although all I have in my head is a crash and burn scenario.  Poor, poor -Quick On the Trigger- in flames spiraling towards the ground nearing its sudden death!  Why?  Why God?  Why must I be a pessimist?  No-I don't ever think the glass is half full!  But, I also don't think it's half empty either.  I just wonder why the h*ll you wouldn't just drink outta the d*mn bottle?  But, hey-that's just me.     Hurry up and...wait.  That's what I'm doing.  I will wait it out and hope my download numbers are high enough to satisfy this chic.  Either way I am forging forward.  Book 2 ~Steel Horse Cowboy~ is about 3/4 done.  Can't wait until its ready to promote.  First, all I could think about was getting ~Quick On the Trigger~ up and running.  I was going to be an 'official' author once it was available to readers. Now?  Now, it doesn't feel like enough.(tune in Rolling Stones song Satisfaction here!).  At this moment I think-just one more and than I will REALLY be an author.  Just one more (spoken like the book addict I am.)    Don't get me wrong, I am über proud of my book already.  I have gotten some great reviews and a couple bloggers have been amazing.  I have met many, many authors that I practically worship.  It's been an amazing ride so far.  But I look forward to the day someone's excited to meet me and have me sign a book.  By the way if that day happens and your around me I want to apologize now, ahead of time because I'm sure i will be so excited I'll probably pee!
Sidda