IF ONLY – The inspiration & an excerpt #romance #secondchances @_lisamowens
Hello Jessica and a big shout-out to all of your wonderful readers out there! My first novel, titled If Only, has recently been released through Liquid Silver Books. It is a story about second chances and the never-ending power of love.
I thought I would give everyone a little sneak peek and reveal my thoughts and my inspiration involved with writing this novel.
My Inspiration - Guest Blog Post by Lisa M. Owens
I think every one of us has that one decision that we wish we could take back. Something you did or didn’t do, that fateful decision that changed our lives forever. But what if you had the chance to go back and change it? Make the right decision the second time around?
Would you risk changing your past to build a better future?
If you could change anything in your past, what would it be?
These are some of the questions I asked myself one night after my children were tucked into bed. I started reflecting back on my own life, questioning some of the choices that I had made and I wondered, would I have changed anything if I had been given the chance? Would I risk losing it all to have a different outcome? How could my life have been different if I had changed that decision?
I think we all have those moments when we wonder if we made the right decision. All of these constant questions buzzed around in my head, like persistent bees until I finally decided to pick up a pad of paper and a pencil and jot down some ideas. I never thought it would turn into anything else other than a few errant questions.
What if a woman was out celebrating her divorce from a cruel and violent man and she ran into her ex-fiance? What if he was happily married with a baby on the way? How would she feel seeing him again? What would happen if she got the chance to go back and marry him instead?
But later that night, after I had made out a detailed list of questions that covered two pages, something inside me urged me to start hashing out a first chapter. I wrote the first chapter that very night, never imagining that I would ever complete it, much less get it published.
This novel is the very first of my If Only series, about strong and independent heroines that get the second chances that they have always dreamed of. But sometimes, we wish for things that we shouldn’t…
I am currently working on the second novel in this series, What If.
Thank you so much for having me, Jessica! Below is a blurb and excerpt for If Only.
If Only by Lisa M. Owens:What would you do if you had the opportunity to go back and relive your greatest mistake?
Five years ago, Bree Sexton walked out on her fiancé and into the arms of a charming and handsome stranger. She has regretted her decision ever since. Instead of a fairy-tale marriage, her “prince” shattered her dreams and her spirit with physical violence and emotional cruelty she barely escaped.
She then mysteriously wakes up in bed with the fiancé she loved and left, the life she’d dreamed of now a reality, until her cruel ex-husband reappears to destroy her new life. But what is real, and what is make-believe? Is she really getting the chance she has always dreamed of? And when it is all said and done, will she finally end up with the man she has always regretted leaving? Or will she wake up to discover herself alone?
Excerpt:
Bree stood there for a minute, watching as he walked out of her life. She couldn’t help but wonder what would have happened if she had married Scott instead of Bryan. How would her life have been different? Would she have had children by now? Would she and Scott still be together, after all this time? Those thoughts and more weighed heavily on her mind as she headed out of the bar. It had begun to snow, and she wrapped her coat even tighter around her slender frame. She looked around, but there was no one to be found. She couldn’t help herself; she stuck out her tongue, a childish impulse she couldn’t ignore, and then laughed out loud in spite of herself.
She looked both ways before attempting to cross the street. Not seeing any cars, she began to make her way across. Bree was walking cautiously when one of her high heels slipped on a patch of ice. She could feel herself falling, and her breathing quickened as she began to panic, wishing she had waited for her friends before venturing off on her own. One shoe flew off as she landed, her head striking the curb. A sharp pain racked through the back of her skull, causing her to cry out. The last thing she saw was Scott’s face swimming before her eyes, and then her world went black.
Bree awoke to a man nipping gently on her earlobe, his tongue stroking the delicate curves. His hot breath blew into her ear, sending shivers up and down her spine. She slowly opened her eyes as a man’s hand stroked her upper thigh, and she sighed happily.
Ooh, I must be dreaming. And it was such a delicious dream, too.
The man’s hand traveled up her thigh and then encircled her flat stomach. Out of the corner of her eyes, Bree could see a dark head pressing against her abdomen. Then she shivered as a tongue laved her belly button, going in and out erotically, making her feel as though her body was on fire. Bryan had never made her feel like this, and she hadn’t even looked yet to see who this stranger was! But she was only dreaming, so what difference did it make?
His hand continued traveling north, lovingly caressing her skin. He reached for her aching breasts, pressing her nipples roughly before he lowered his mouth to suckle them, first one, and then the other. Bree arched in anxious response to his touch. She longed to see his face, but she feared one look would make his magical touch disappear.
She ached all over, wanted his hands to caress her everywhere, and she longed to touch him. She opened her legs as he straddled her. His hair brushed her naked chest as he began kissing her. His tongue was driving her crazy with desire as he placed tender kisses along her neckline. He brushed her hair aside.
His morning stubble stung her delicate skin, but she hungered for more. Just one more touch, just one more taste, and she would awaken from this wonderful dream and find herself in bed, all alone.
“Oh, Bree, baby. What you do to me,” he whispered, his voice husky.
That voice jerked her back to the present. The voice had haunted her dreams for
years. The voice of the man she just couldn’t seem to get over.
“Scott,” she whispered.
About the Author
The writing bug bit Lisa M. Owens at an early age; she was writing short stories and poetry by the age of seven. At the age of eight, she entered a writing contest at her elementary school. About fifty books were written, but Lisa was one of the thirteen writers chosen who received a certificate and the chance to meet Oklahoma writer Sandy Miller.
A former victim of domestic violence herself, Lisa worked at the courthouse for over seven years. Almost three of those years she worked on the Marriage License/Protective Order desk. She helped women file protective orders and worked closely with the staff and counselors at DVIS.
Frustrated with books that merely gloss over the subject of domestic violence, Lisa wanted to write a book that told the entire story. Her dream is for her words to help give someone the courage to leave an abusive relationship.
She resides in Oklahoma and has two children. This is her first published novel, and she is currently working on the next novel of her If Only series.
Lisa enjoys hearing from her readers and can be reached at P.O. Box 9643, Tulsa, OK 74157-0643, or by e-mail, lisamowens@ymail.com. She can also be contacted on her website, www.lmowens.com.
Links to find Lisa
https://twitter.com/_lisamowens
https://www.facebook.com/pages/Lisa-M-Owens-Author-Page/401065116637549
