Midweek Inspiration : The wheel turns and I let go

Oh sorry this is coming in late, I’m a little impaired. The wheel in the sky never stops turning and Memorial day was no different. The Colt family spent most of Monday in the Er. My left index finger was sensitive to the touch, twitching, and unable to straighten out without excruciating pain. Now, I have a high pain tolerance, so when I’m having issues, my husband will bundle me and the lils up, and take me to the hospital in a heartbeat. Usually it’s at his insistence. I can’t blame him the last two times were serious, Gall bladder removal, and labor. After waiting, x-rays, and a trip to the doctor I’m being monitored for a couple of options.

It’s scary. My hands are my lively hood and since I stay at home being limited is tough… Let’s just say changing a diaper one handed is not the funniest thing I’ve ever done, lol. Instead of panicking I let go, and trusted in the Man upstairs who walks with me every step. I’m happy to say after wrapping it and keeping it rested the pain is receding. I’m hoping by the end of the week I’ll be back to normal and no specialist will be needed. That bought with the hospital really renewed the fire that all writer’s have burning. It showed me how much I want this. It also allowed me to slow down and take a hard look at the journey I’ve made. Soon it’ll be my 2 year anniversary, if you can believe it.

It’s funny how something seemingly un related can bring up the most random things. I’ve been able to let go of a lot of things weighing me down. Has this ever happened to you? Where a random event becomes a catalyst?