Accountability - brought about by random thoughts beside the shore

Accountability  

Nothing haunts Like a stargazer’s memory Unfathomed and reborn Each thought unfurled To take its place amongst the clouds   No reason Never enough time Or ample space To set apart what was From what was never meant to be   For so long I blamed the wind Believed it told me secrets Always turning into lies Either way I said I’d never tell   Once I thought The fault lay with the sand And then the stars, the moon The sun, the sky And finally the rain outside my door   It had to be So little of myself So much of you, all intertwined Love beginning now to breathe Fashioning ideas in its wake   Oh please come true If only once, if only now With everything so right, so well aligned How could it not endure And spread its wings?   The simple truth So immaterial Standing here with no one And nothing left to blame this time... But me