saltfree: #all i can picture is how loud castiel must have...

saltfree:

 #all i can picture is how loud castiel must have been screaming in this moment #having thrown bobby against a wall #and seen the hope die in dean’s eyes #and being unable to do ANYTHING #to stop #to fight back #to crawl out of the darkness #the black liquid slowly seeping into his grace #his memories slipping away #a knife in the chest #a hand against a mouth #an arm around a shoulder #a face that had once looked at him with love #now consumed with betrayal #and as the water filled his vessel’s mouth #the flesh dissolving from bone #him gathering the last fragments of himself #and reaching out in prayer for the last time #’father please’ #’if you’re still out there-‘ #’if you still care-‘#’please let me fix it’ (via hiddley)