Mastering Fine Accidents

Mastering Fine Accidents

Short guy in a dirty blue down jacket, late 50s

wild blue-gray hair, holding a plastic bag in the elevator

He was mostly blocked from me, but I could see

he had something heavy

I needed a beer, so I asked

He came around and told me to go ahead

He had a bag full of loose beers

“Thanks.”

 “Wash it,” he said. “It came out of the garbage.”

 “Where?”

 Long silence.

 “You’re not telling me. It’s alright.”

I got off the elevator

He said after me: “Pelham’s.”

I rode my bike down to Pelham’s

and found a big green dumpster full

of empty bottles and hefty bags full of bottles

mostly empty

and a lot of them were broken

and there was brown water at the bottom

of one end of the dumpster

air sour like rotting fruit and vinegar,

as well as like a dumpster

The light was fading, so I propped open the top lids

and slid open the side doors

It was dark in there

All I saw were empties and broken glass,

piled three feet high

I picked through the bottles for

ten minutes and didn’t find anything

thirst versus fears about getting cut

Tom arrived and leaned into the other side,

opposite me

He had a small flashlight

He found a bottle of Sierra Nevada in less than one minute

He gave it to me

I found a Smirnoff ice in the dark

I would find three of these and, with his help and flashlight, a

Stella Artois

He found six beers and a Smirnoff,

including a Red Stripe he divined

beneath and through a pile of shattered empties

He gave me some of his beer

He insisted

We searched for an hour and then talked

He had discovered the booze earlier in the day

when he had walked up to the dumpster

to throw away a soda bottle

he saw a bottle of whiskey

He finished it off

Then he saw an unopened beer

Beautiful women dressed for the town

walked past us tramps, women who

talked to me

who i had something

to say to

when i had a career

before i shattered myself

against the thing

I was supposed to live in

I wanted to get back to the hotel

before my beer

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