Gaurdian…

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In a misty white cloud, Charmeine was floating. Her heart was happy and peaceful. She was looking down on what seemed to be like a dreamy movie of Tabbruis, herself, and their baby, Shane.
She realized it was a dream of Heaven again.
Tabbruis was playing with Shane lifting him up in the air and then resting him on his chest.
Shane squealed with laughter.
The ‘Angel Charmeine’ was busy fixing her hair.
All of them were clad in long, white robes. However, Tabbruis looked stunning in a breastplate of gold armor and a sword at his side.
Her heart warmed as she saw Tabbruis and Shane because her family meant the world to her.
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Later, Charmeine and Tabbruis were walking down a street. He had Shane in his arms and rocked him while making cooing noises. Eventually, they arrived at a big market square where everyone was murmuring and milling around.
Suddenly, the sky broke open and a perfect white light settled over the gathering. A voice came from the front of the square.

An Archangel clad in magnificent gold armor stood on a platform in front of the crowd. He proclaimed, “I, Archangel Gabriel, will read the Prophecy. All true Angels of God will rejoice.” He took out a scroll from his sheath, “There are many Angels who are rebellious and doubt the word of God.”
Everyone started to murmur as the Archangel Gabriel began to read from a scroll:
Listen, oh Angels of Heaven:
Those who are disobedient will be cast from Heaven into the Lake of Fire and Torment.
Their place will become devoid of God and God’s mercy!
The Earth will be abused by those from Hell while they walk the Earth.
To show how omnipotent and loving God is, God will send his only begotten Son, a Lamb, to be slaughtered for all in Heaven and in Hell.
The Lamb’s followers shall be only of the Meek, the Honest, and the Self-Sacrificing.
The Lamb will send his weakest Angel to bring peace to a troubled world before the Apocalypse.
They will call her, The Queen of Light and her Champion will be the King of Darkness.
They will bring order and continue the fight against those defiant and seditious of God’s word and battle to rid the Earth of Lucifer’s minions.
Their family will rule with justice, harmony and determination of spirit.
Suddenly, Charmeine’s movie became fuzzy and with no sound.
She was now looking over a scene of Angels running around the ‘Angel Charmeine’ with fear and panic. Not hearing anything, Charmeine floated over the scene. Fire was raining down on Heaven while she carried Shane. Some of the buildings of Heaven were burning. She ran up and down the great Gate of Heaven which was in a lattice pattern with spikes at the bottom.
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Out of desperation, the ‘Angel Charmeine’ put Shane down and ran to the Gatekeeper pleading. She was fearful for Shane as he was crying and frightened. She was begging The Gatekeeper for something, but he was shaking his head no. The Gatekeeper was rolling down the Gate of Heaven. As it was lowering, in sheer desperation, the ‘Angel Charmeine’ threw herself under it.
In a sudden burst of agony, Charmeine felt it.
She experienced a shock of intense pain and the loud noises rang in her ears. Opening her eyes, she had become the ‘Angel Charmeine’ now. Extreme pain and red-hot fire ran through her body. The Gate of Heaven had ripped her almost in half.
Tabbruis was gripping her hand while pulled down into Hell.
Even though Charmeine was in great pain and misery, she held his hand tightly. She said in desperation, “Hold on Tabbruis. Do not let go!”
Nevertheless, she saw black hands trying to pull him down into the darkness.
Her body was in intense torment, but she willed herself to keep holding his hand.
“Semper tuus ero, Charmeine!”
“Semper tua ero, Tabbruis!” She pleaded, “Oh God, he is not here. Open the Gate of Heaven for him. I need my husband. Our son needs his father.”
He let go of her hand and was finally dragged into Hell.
“Tabbruis! God, help him. Bring him back to us. Shane and I need him.”
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As she ran her hand down the spike which impaled her, she started to feel the life go out of her body. She reached for Shane who was by her leg crying out, ‘Ma, Ma, Ma!’
She felt his arm while he desperately grabbed her hand.
Totally helpless to protect her family, she wailed in final scream of agony and closed her eyes.

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Helpless!
We all have felt it.
I hate feeling helpless…
But I believe Angels of a higher power guard me!
I envision “Gaurdian” being Charmeine’s theme song.
The words are here for you to read while you listen.
They speak to me… I hope they speak to you too!
You, you who has smiled when you’re in pain
You who has soldiered through the profane

They were distracted and shut down
So why, why would you talk to me at all

Such words were dishonorable and in vain

Their promise as solid as a fog
And where was your watchman then
I’ll be your keeper for life as your guardian

I’ll be your warrior of care your first warden

I’ll be your angel on call, I’ll be on demand

The greatest honor of all, as your guardian
You, you in the chaos feigning sane

You who has pushed beyond what’s humane

Them as the ghostly tumbleweed
And where was your watchman then
I’ll be your keeper for life as your guardian

I’ll be your warrior of care your first warden

I’ll be your angel on call, I’ll be on demand

The greatest honor of all, as your guardian
Now no more smiling mid crestfall

No more managing unmanageables

No more holding still in the hailstorm
Now enter your watchwoman
I’ll be your keeper for life as your guardian

I’ll be your warrior of care your first warden

I’ll be your angel on call, I’ll be on demand

The greatest honor of all, as your guardian
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