What Have I Gotten Myself Into?

I keep clicking the refresh button, even though I know it will be a week before I get the revisions back. It hasn’t even been 24-hours yet. I’m excited, but also nervous and scared. This is the first time that I know of that the words that I have written are being sent to someone as big as this. They’re with an agent in NY to be torn apart and sent back to me, and a rejection letterisn’tfollowing.

Fifteen pages a week, send them to the agent, he tears them apart, sends it back to me, and I hav...