My Life in Hell – Loss

I have to preface this post with the fact that I've been told by friends that I'm not allowed to post anymore of these in the future because they're depressing. Well duh! It's called My Life in Hell. Sheesh. I'm over it now, so bugger off. This was written January 20/21, 2010 in a notebook because...well, you'll see why. These are just my insane random babblings after a very difficult night.

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