nettie pot.

today, i got desperate and finally used the nettie pot for the first time. it was so hilarious that john video tapped the whole experience and we had an enormous laugh as we watched the play back. the truth is is that i'm working my way through and i'm doing the very best i can though my heart is weary in those ways that happen when our bodies are simply worn thin and just about everything feels heavy and hard to do. john's been in alaska (alaska!) for the last 10 days and boy was it a sweet ...