When the World Was Shattered

 
Well, it's here.  
On this day one year ago, we found out that our daughter had died before she was born.  
On this day, I found myself ushered into a community of shared grief that I never imagined existed. 
On this day, my heart and my sense of security (false though it was) were shattered.  We are still picking up the pieces.  
Honestly, I thought this day, the first anniversary of Eve's death, would be easier.  Even though I've been dreading this day...