I have got to make the most of my time with Janie now. The time is coming when I may not be around anymore. I have taken all the steps necessary to ensure that she will be set for a long time. I know this is going to be absolutely horrible for her, but there is nothing I can do to change it now. The wheels have been put into motion, there is no turning back. All I hope is when the truth finally comes out that she understands why I have done the things I have done.
I really hope she doesn’t run to Scott; that would be the absolute worse things she could do. Rico is prepared for this and is ready to step in at the right time. I’m scared but yet also relieved this will all be over soon. I pray Janie knows how much she means to me and that all this was done for her. I love you baby sister, and I am sorry for all the trouble I have caused.
Published on November 18, 2012 14:20