Ranting...

Dahil hindi ko maituloy yung sinusulat kong ms (manuscript) naisip ko na magsulat na lang muna dito sa blog ko. Just as the title says, I'm simply going to rant. Naiinis kasi ako sa tinatakbo ng ms na sinusulat ko, as in! I have this nagging feeling na hindi siya ma-a-approve pero kahit gano'n, hindi ko pa rin siya tinitigilan. Todo sulat pa rin ako. Nakakaasar lang. Gusto ko nang magsimula ng bago pero hindi ko siya maiwan. Feeling ko kaunti na lang, mababaliw na talaga ako.
Damn... I hate this.
And it's not as if I'm in love with the characters. No, I'm far from in love. I'm pissed. To the point na gusto ko na silang itapon lahat sa dagat. Argh! My hero is one selfish bastard while my heroine is not exactly lovable. Why did they end up like that? Hell, I feel like a fool for even asking that question. Because no matter what I say, I'm the one who made them that way. Shit lang talaga.
Isa pang bagay na kinaiinis ko ay yung pagkakaro'n ng information overload. As is sobrang daming information. Pero kung hindi ko naman ilalagay yung mga info na 'yon, baka malito lang ng bonggang-bongga yung editor na magbabasa. Well, first, the story was about a guy trapped on an island with a group of tribesmen. Hindi siya makaalis do'n dahil pinipilit siyang ipakasal dun sa isang member ng tribe, which was the heroine.
Because of this God forsaken plot, I invented a lot of things. I invented a name of an island, I invented a tribe that was supposed to be living on that island, I invented beliefs and laws. Heck, I even invented a language for that tribe! Not to mention that tribe’s history. Napakadaming information ang nilagay ko sa ms na 'to.  Information that I invented.  Can you see how big my predicament is?
Malapit na ‘ko dun sa point na gusto ko na siyang sukuan, pero hindi ko pa rin magawa.  And it’s all because of the simple fact na sequel ito nung isa kong ms, entitled ‘The Captivated Painter’.  I love that ms.  Kaya siguro hindi ko maisuko ‘tong sequel niya.  Kahit na gustung-gusto ko na.
Kapag talagang na-approve ‘tong sinusulat kong ‘to, magdidiwang talaga ako.  Ng bonggang-bongga!  Kahit nga siguro for revision lang okay na sa ‘kin.  Haizzzz……
Utang na loob.  Please lang talaga.
And that’s the end of my ranting folks.  Salamat sa pagbabasa.  (If ever mang may makabasa. Hehehe.)