The fact that I am a neurotic weirdo works out most of the time: I’m good at understanding artists...

The fact that I am a neurotic weirdo works out most of the time: I’m good at understanding artists needs, the relentless storm of internal freak outs has forced me to stop caring what other people think most of the time and I can usually put together something interesting about strange and specific topics. But lord have mercy we’re doing all these press releases right now and talking to reporters apparently makes me want to chew off my arm. This sort of focused attention on what I’m doing in the middle of a project turns my brain into something resembling a dial tone. Fuck fuck fuck. Waiting for this dude to call is killing me.