The day has come.

So tomorrow is the big day! I'm going to wake up and head down to campus to print and bind my Major Project, and then follow that up with ACTUALLY HANDING IT IN. Yes, that's right. I am done. DONE DONE DONE DONE DONE. Well mostly, like I said it's not printed or handed in yet. But in just 12 hours it will be out of my hands. I'm both ridiculously excited and tremblingly terrified. Handing it in means I don't have to spent all day every day worrying about the damn thing, fixing every little mistake I can find and adding new strokes of mediocre brilliance. But then again, handing it in means that I can't fix it anymore. I can't think of fantastic new things to add in the middle of the night and add them. It will be gone, out of my hands to be weighed and judged by, well actually I'm not sure who will be marking it. Probably my advisor, but not sure who else will be.

I'm terrified people. But so excited. I've got celebrate somehow tomorrow. Even if it just means going into town and having an ice cream. Or maybe a nice burger at GBK...I don't know. Either way, tomorrow is a momentous day. It's the end of my MA. Which is also scary.

Tomorrow I become a has been student. Coming soon is the "where do I go from here?" panic. I'm starting to apply for positions, but haven't had any bites yet. Hopefully something will turn up and I can get this whole living my life thing rolling.

Okay, this has probably been one of my most manic posts to date. But oh well.

Oh and guess what finishing my major project means?  I can start writing again! I'm not sure what novel to get going on, but I'll be spending the next few weeks thinking hard about it. My best friend Tabi is visiting from Canada for two weeks, but once she heads home I'll be getting going on my next manuscript. Can't wait.

Okay, okay. Time to go to bed.

Tomorrow!

Brynna


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Published on September 26, 2012 14:47
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