Insanity – THE END

I have to be real honest and admit that I really slacked off. I was so good for a while there, but then I lost all interest, motivation, and commitment and went back to my lazy ways. This always happens with me and exercise. I don’t know why really, it is not an overly typical trait of mine. I mean, writing is all about self-motivation and I manage to do that. But I can drink coffee and eat cookies while I’m doing it so maybe that explains a lot…

I’d actually love to get back into it, to start it all over and do it again because I really did enjoy it, but every morning I wake up and think, “I think I’ll just have some coffee instead.” A lot of this has to do with the fact that while I gained the ability to jump around lots, I lost no weight at all. Not even a single pound. And that was really the goal, you know. When that didn’t occur…well, cookies are better than failure any day, right?

Not that it was a total waste of time of course. I can see muscle tone where I had none and I can jump around lots and lots. Good things I suppose, but not really the results I was after. Still, overall I am disappointed with myself and my lack of follow-through. I did not achieve what I wanted to achieve and I hate that.

So, I failed and now it is over. I’m not sure what to do next or if I want to do anything at all really. I am much more active in the summertime than the winter in general, when the weather starts getting cold all I want to do is stay snuggled in blankets and sleep in.

But I am open to suggestions and advice. Should I start again? Maybe form/join some kind of workout group? Would anybody be interested in such a thing? I’d love to know your thoughts!

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