Eesh…

Very short post today, mainly cause I’m about to head out for some book shopping and stuff. I just decided randomly to ask myself, “huh, I wonder what search terms people are using to find my site?”

Let me say MOST of y’all find me by using my name, or by looking for a book title and it’s something I’ve reviewed. And I still get a lot of people searching for reviews on Natural Reader, despite that review being three or four versions old from the current iteration. All of these are okay, although the Natural Reader one kinda bugs me because it’s like my most popular post ever. Not any of my human rights posts, nor my rants on racism, sexism, ismism or what not. No, it’s my one shot take on bad software that may or may not have improved in the following years.

Never mind, the point is, a few of you are getting here with search terms that make my skin crawl. No, you will not find the illegal photos you’re looking for here. You won’t find that kind of sex story here. You ended up on my site because my posts contain a combination of the words you put into a search engine, and the combinations you use make it clear that you have some issues.

Now I know you will have trouble finding any help for your mental condition, but if you read this, I want you to think about what you’re looking for: exploited children. You can’t justify this kind of curiosity for any reason. You can’t claim it’s research. You’re looking for something that’s reviled the world over, and with good reason. No child should be forced to grow up too fast. No child should be broken and corrupted for the pleasure of adults.

This is the blog of an abuse survivor and a recovering sexual abuser. You will find no kinship here, nor any material for your perverse private collections. I won’t be hypocritical and tell you “get help.” But I will tell you, what you want is wrong, and the sooner you accept that and grow up, the sooner you can get on the path to recovering some of your humanity.