Happiness is what you make it...

After yesterdays post about peace and coming to terms with the fact that I am tired of being something I'm not or being afraid of who I am I have decided to do something either very bold or very stupid. I'm going to post me. What I like and dislike. What I stand for and what I believe. If you don't like it then I'm sorry. You can unfollow me on twitter, you can unfriend me on facebook, and you can unsubscribe to this blog if you want. But I am past the point of fear and I only want those open minded to see my point, their own point and able to allow them to be the same or different. 
So here goes nothing.... 



I am and forever will be a southern gal. I talk with a small accent on some words, and blush when you point them out to me. I don't like taking help from anyone and I may complain about what you tell me I'm doing wrong but give me a few minutes to a few hours and I'll fix it just like you said. I am stubborn and I make up my mind on certain things that you will not change for many years. I love animals and would live on a ranch if I could afford it. I complain about money being tight and over spend on food because it is yummy. I don't like chocolate, oreos, or beer but I love White Chocolate, Vanilla Oreos, and mixed drinks. I try to eat healthy as long as you don't count the portion sizes. I like 90% of fried food. (Never tried a fried snickers bar...not sure I ever will either.) 
Camping, Hiking, and Nature calm me and make me feel tranquil with myself. I embrace earth bound religions. I love to learn about paganism and Indian cultures the most. I am not a Christian. However, I also don't live in some twisted evil way. I believe in Karma. And she will kick my butt. I believe in multiple Gods and Goddesses. I believe everything has a spirit. I also believe that no one should push a religion on anyone else and that we all are open to believe what we want. I won't condemn you for not believing my spirituality I expect you to not condemn me for not believing in yours.
I believe we should all have the freedom that each of us want. Yes I support Gay Marriage. If you don't support it then don't marry a gay person or if you're a preacher that doesn't support it don't marry a gay couple. I eat Chick-Fil-A, McDonalds, and any other restaurant that serves something I want that day. I'm hungry and if my tummy wants chicken that is what I'm going to give it. 
I listen to a huge range of music, and I dress in a huge range of random fashions. I don't care if you think my bell-bottoms are out of style or if listening to Rock on the same CD as Classical music is weird to you. If you don't like it don't do it. But don't tell me what I can and can not do. 
I like sports but can't tell you the names of every player on every team or probably not even on my own teams I watch. I love playing sports randomly but only with people I know. I'm not a social person. I don't do clubs, or parties, or big events very well. I don't "meet new people" very easy either. And if I don't like you before I meet you just based on things people have said or past you have with others then you probably will never be my very best friend. However, I give everyone a chance to change my mind. 
I don't watch TV or Movies that much. But I can play on the PC for hours doing nothing. I hate to clean but can't stand to let things get to dirty either. I try to do what I can for others and do so up until the point I can't stand helping the world with nobody saying thank you. I have my mental break down and then continue helping others. 
I don't support Romney butt I'm not a fan of Obama either. I have dreams, thoughts, and wishes that may or may not ever come true. I normally have high expectations of my friends support that normally falls short on things I try to do. I get upset that people can't take 5 minutes sometime within a month to drop by and say hi but then feel bad for thinking someone should make time to talk to me. 
I know I'm not perfect and I blame my depression for most of lack of's but one thing I know for sure is that I am me and I am tired of keeping around fake friends that only want to use me to boost their likes, sale their products, give them something for free, or even just so they can feel accomplished for having a lot of friends on their facebook, twitter or other sites. 
The next week is full of change. My friends list is going to go down. My blog follows are going to go down. And I am going to start being true to myself.