190 - I am Obedient even to Disobedience.

WARNING: Graphic sexual violence, intolerance, psychosis, abuse.________________________________________Jitzmitthra. The annual excuse for complete insanity. It is so hard to be relaxed, to let what I feel show. I am not comfortable with it. Control was hard won for me and I cherish it. It is my strength. I hate and despise the easy, open face. The emotions flickering clear for anyone to