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Well I guess I did drunk blog instead, soooo...I'm not sure if that is a win. Lol, but I did drunk text, email and blog tonight so fuck it. Geez, I really like that girl, sorry if my last blog made you think I didnt, but I do. Liked her before pregnancy and like her even more now. Eh...nobody really reads this stupid blog anyway so it's like I can be honest here. She makes me wanna be a better man. Doesn't matter cause she's not interested. Either I'm not cute enough, or I'm a dick, or I'm an asshole...I'm going with all of the above. I think I would make an awesome boyfriend, or close friend or whatever. Plus I like kids... Eh...fuck it. Was gonna write tonight but I was to busy drunk, texting, coming off as an emo douche, cause hey, that's how I roll. You ever wish people could see you in a better light? Like, hey, I might be unappealing right now when you look at me, but you just caught me on a bad day, or week, or year. I'm really more awesome then I appear, honestly I am. You just caught me in a bad decade. Sigh...who am I kidding. A girl that gorgeous, that smart, preggo or not, why would I even be in her league? And why am I drunk texting her? And why am I blogging about it? Hi I'm rashaad. I like to play rpg video games. I like comics, I'm loving saga right now. I dress like a white boy, love hip hop and rock and roll, drink to much and fight like a marine. I would love to be apart of your life. I don't have a lot of money, I don't have a car. I'd never cheat on you, be an awesome daddy and love you like your name was eve and I was Adam and it was the first time I opened my eyes and saw you for the first time. But it will never happen cause I live life like a motherfucking sith lord, so karma is a bitch,,