What is it to be spiritually uncompromising?

A couple of years after becoming a Christian, I encountered the work of Fr Seraphim Rose - I warmed to him immediately, as he was a modern Westerner who had become a spiritually-dedicated Eastern Orthodox monk while at the same time embodying a warm-hearted, loving nature.  

One of my greatest disappointments on becoming a Christian was the insipid worldly compromise of all the Christians I knew-of: they were, where it most mattered, spiritually indistinguishable from the mainstream of atheistic materialists. 

Seraphim Rose - with his ascetic and hermit-like life - was on a different and qualitatively level of holiness; that enables him to discern clearly and give full value to the depth, as well as breadth, of the modern spiritual malaise.

By contrast, other Christians I came across really did not seem to grasp the depth and seriousness of our civilization's spiritual malaise. 

However; I fairly soon recognized that the monastic life - which attempts to live materially in a way that is compatible with spiritual understanding; is not an answer. Seraphim Rose was almost unique among monks in his warm-hearted asceticism; because other monks are either warm-hearted but worldly,  deluded, often corrupt - or they may be genuinely ascetic but with a narrow, harsh and prideful rigidity. 

In other words, I now distinguish between the inner spiritual self, and the public and social self. Indeed, I think that the - inevitably failing, attempt to live in accordance with our Christian hopes is actually a major source of spiritual corruption among Christians.

What happens is that Christians cut their Christianity in to fit the cloth of their nature and circumstances. 

In other words, the limitations of their personality and abilities and the pressure of their lives are allowed to dictate the scope and aspirations of their Christian faith.   

Examples include the spiritual Litmus Tests of our time. The practicalities of living in an evil totalitarian system mean that most people will "inevitably" more-or-less go-along with the demonically-originated evil strategies that are designed to engineer our society into a machine of damnation. 

A current example - a spiritual test that most Christians have failed spectacularly! - is so-called "AI". 

The way it seems to work is that a Christian finds himself in a work or life situation in which he is compelled to use, and even to work-with and develop and propagandize-for - "AI" systems. 

Or else he cannot resist the temptations of using AI to amuse or divert himself. 

Or he may find that he cannot resist using "AI" to add a professional (pseudo creative) gloss to his own productions; or to project an image of greater knowledge, competence, understanding - at work or in hobbies.  

Then, because he finds himself in his actions and life either compelled or expediently using "AI" - he argues that therefore "AI" is not (in its actual origins, and implementation) intentionally evil; but is merely a neutral tool, a qualitative breakthrough in societal capability, and one with potential significant benefits for humanity.  

I have come to believe that if Christians try to insist upon a compatibility of Christian actions with spiritual aspirations; what this actually leads-to is a dishonest denial of real and significant evil among Christians, and the air-brushing of their own sins as trivial or non-existent.

"Rigorous" and devout Christians are therefore, in practice (nearly-always) those who make a big deal about their own avoidance of some categories of Big Sins (like murder, theft, rape, sexual infidelity an unchastity) - while denying, engaging-in and defending many other sins...

Such as systematic untruthfulness  - eg. the frequent and extreme levels of habitual and pervasive dishonesty that are now a condition of all middle class employment, including in all churches.

And defending or promoting the cause of global AI.  

The orthodox and traditional idea is that all men ought to cease from all sinning; so the answer to such examples of sinning by lying for money and status, and covering-up the demonic totalitarian plans for corrupting Mankind with "AI" - is that people ought to stop doing this - as people should stop doing everything bad. 

My view is different, because I accept as a fact that people cannot (as well as will not) stop sinning. 

People who must deceive in order to keep their jobs and get promotions, will continue to deceive. 

People who are managerially instructed to implement and promote "AI" will continue to do this; and those who personally get pleasure or profit from using "AI" systems will continue to exploit them for such purposes. 

In general terms: people will continue to sin, and will continue to have no serious intention of ceasing from sin. 

However, this is not a reason to pretend that sins are not sins, that evil strategies are not real, that people personally aren't working to overall-promote the plans of the demonic world rulers. 

But following what I take to be a core teaching of Jesus, I expect tat all Men are and will be sinners and will not, cannot stop doing this, and shall not even have any serious plans to stop sinning - and this applies even the most devout and ascetic and good of modern monks like Seraphim Rose, in the most ideally un-worldly of environments. 

I see no reason why this our pervasively-sinful and evil-promoting lives are incompatible with being a genuinely devout and uncompromising Christian in our spiritual aspirations.  

In sum: we must not compromise our Christian principles in all their depth and rigour merely because we cannot and never will live up to them. 

Indeed, only then can we really discern, understand, appreciate the nature of this world - and the profundity of our corruption - and do this without being overwhelmed by despair (which is itself a potentially terrible sin).  

We can always be at work at clarifying our spiritual nature in the most uncompromising way - indifferent to the constraints and practicalities that are inescapable.