Heh…

How would you describe yourself to someone?

It has taken me a while to love myself. But by doing that I can also laugh and make fun of myself. Why because I’m honest and understand that I am what I am. I am a chunky llamacorn.

I am an antisocial butterfly. Slightly in the spectrum, wanting more friends but also not. I want to make plans and also don’t. I have anxiety to a certain point as well as a pit of anger. I also think we go through phases like a caterpillar. I’m in my mid forties and in the midst of perimenipause. Which sucks btw. It’s like going through puberty again! But I feel I’m changing again. Into the next phase. Also life has changed me, the early deaths, births, and stressful moments. We start as clay and it just morphs. But you know what you have to say too. Some of us don’t realize until we are older, but you can help mold it. Be clear, embrace yourself, love yourself, and be true to yourself.