What does normal look like?

I am trying to look and feel like a normal person today…

Failing miserably of course, as I can’t walk, but the thought is there.

I saw a flash of green through my window this morning. Such a glorious colour.

Spring is well under way, isn’t it?

Then I caught the blue of my water bottle, gleaming in the light, as if trying to tell me something. My memory has more holes than a colander, so it would have to try very hard.

I have been talking to my very wrinkled koi fish lately, on my wrinkled old hand and it occurred to me that he hasn’t been outside to play for ages, instead of keeping me company in here.

I see the consultant this week, and I wonder if he has figured out what’s wrong with me yet?

So far, I have refused to consider that there might be another way out of this, but something has woken up and wants to be heard…

PS I have had to relearn everything, so please be patient with me?