The Comparison Trap: How I Stopped Measuring My Life Against Everyone Else’s

In my life, I’ve often been prone to comparing myself to others.

In my teenage years, it was trying to fit in amidst a class as the misfit. I never quite looked or acted like everyone else, and I spent a lot of time questioning where I belonged.

As I got older, it was trying to find success — then trying to keep finding it.

The bar kept moving. I’d hit a goal, then feel like I had to chase something new just to stay relevant.

In the corporate world, I competed for promotions, and sometimes lost out — not because I wasn’t qualified, but because leadership favored something they brought that I didn’t.

And I carried that. It chipped away at my confidence.

Then came social media — the curated gallery of what everyone wants you to see. I was part of it too. We all are. We craft highlight reels, showcase wins, post the perfect moments. And as I watched others share their success, their vacations, their milestones… I found myself fighting off envy. And of course, we’re envious of what they’re actually letting us see.

A few years ago when my oldest daughter was confirmed in the church, the group of parents and students watched a documentary together — The Social Dilemma. The film dives deep into how social media platforms are engineered to feed our dopamine addiction. Every like, comment, and view is a chemical hit. We’re literally being trained to crave validation, to seek it, and to feel less-than when we don’t get it. I looked over at my daughter and realized: this is what she’s inheriting. A world where worth is measured in digital applause. And I wasn’t immune either. I had bought into it. I was living it.

It made me start auditing what I was consuming, how I was posting, why I was chasing certain metrics.

It made me realize: comparison isn’t just emotional — it’s chemical.

And if we don’t recognize that, we’ll keep scrolling our way into self-doubt.

It always starts innocently enough. You’re scrolling. You’re sipping your coffee. You open LinkedIn or Instagram or whatever your platform of choice is — just to check in, catch up, feel inspired. And then it hits you.

Someone you used to work with just posted a photo from a private jet — a speaking engagement, maybe. Someone else is holding up their Top Performer award from a year you were barely holding yourself together. A former colleague just announced their promotion to a VP title you once dreamed of. There’s a bestselling book, a keynote at a global conference, a family vacation in Bali, and a LinkedIn post that’s blowing up with thousands of reactions while yours got ten likes from the same circle of people you always hear from.

And just like that, your heart sinks.

You were feeling okay five minutes ago. Good, even. You were proud of the work you’d done this week. Proud of how you showed up for your team. Proud of staying sober, for making it to your kid’s recital, for pushing through when nobody knew how hard it was.

But now? You feel small. Late. Behind.

That’s the comparison trap.

And if you don’t catch it early, it’ll pull you under. It doesn’t just steal your joy — it steals your clarity.

Because the more time you spend measuring your life against someone else’s highlight reel, the more you lose sight of your own purpose.

I’ve fallen into that trap more times than I can count.

There was a season not too long ago where, by every external metric, I was thriving. I had landed a huge deal. My team was performing. I was speaking, coaching, writing, mentoring. I was living what many would consider the dream.

And yet — I would still open the app and feel like I wasn’t doing enough.

I’d see people I knew being interviewed by publications I admired, being quoted on leadership and culture, being featured on stage with the kind of visibility I thought I’d earned too.

I started asking myself questions that didn’t come from truth — they came from insecurity:

Why them, not me? What am I doing wrong? Am I too late? Am I not good enough?

And worst of all: Should I just stop?

That’s what comparison does — it distorts. It robs you of perspective. It tells you someone else’s success means you’re losing, even when you’re not.

It makes you question the value of your own race.

But here’s what I finally had to realize:

You can’t win your race looking sideways.

The moment you take your eyes off your path to stare at someone else’s — you stumble.

Their race isn’t yours.

Their path isn’t paved the same way.

Their pace isn’t wrong — but neither is yours.

And you can’t copy-paste purpose.

I had to start unlearning a lifetime of measuring my value by external benchmarks:

TitlesAwardsReactionsApplauseRoles I didn’t even want anymore

Because when I looked deeper, I didn’t actually envy the job or the recognition — I envied the feeling I thought it represented.

Validation. Worth. Visibility. Belonging.

And those don’t come from a promotion or a viral post.

They come from alignment.

I remember journaling one morning after seeing a flurry of success stories from my peers — all in the same week.

Instead of spiraling, I asked myself a better question:

“What am I building that’s real?”

Not flashy. Not trending. Not algorithm-approved. Real.

And the answers came quickly:

I’m building a family that knows they’re loved.I’m building a team that feels safe to grow.I’m building content that helps people feel seen.I’m building a body of work that outlives the newsfeed.

That’s when it clicked.

I’m not behind — I’m just playing a different game.

A quieter one. A deeper one. A more eternal one.

And the prize isn’t a title or a spotlight.

The prize is a life I don’t have to escape from.

Now, when comparison creeps in, I respond differently. I don’t fight it with shame. I meet it with truth.

I remind myself:

Their win isn’t my loss.There’s enough success to go around.I can cheer for them without questioning me.I don’t need to rush a process that’s already unfolding exactly as it should.

And most importantly — I pause to get grateful.

Gratitude is the antidote to comparison.

Because it forces you to stop obsessing over what you don’t have… and start treasuring what you do.

Your breath. Your people. Your journey. Your purpose.

So look up.

Take your eyes off their lane.

And keep running yours.

You’re not behind.

You’re becoming.

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