A low point and realisation

Greetings, fellow beings. Life is short to learn from experience and others’ life experiences teach us to be mature, understanding, kind, forgiving, sensitive, cautious and to love.

Yesterday, I felt physically tired and mentally demotivated not knowing what I really want from life. The competition can be quite disheartening and even more as I am trying a preparation strategy less walked on.

I didn’t want luxury, I am not excited to meet my future hubby, I wasn’t looking forward to my supposedly favourite specialty ctvs as it is very hectic. Neither, I am interested in a relaxed and travelling lifestyle.

A few days back, an anime plot really lit me up. It was about how a villainess had  reborn trying to steer her fate away from execution. Yesterday night, I was reading a cute romantic novel without sleeping. It set my emotional right for now.

Life becomes beautiful when we are passionate about something and not just having a dream or wish but having a drive.

As I shared recently, I once subscribed to kindle for a month. I was left with one of my own books that I didn’t download yet. So, just for satisfaction, I downloaded that too and flipped through the pages earning a little revenue from that! I felt happy despite the circumstances. I felt that  writing books and raising up one’s spirit or changing the way they see the world through words, is a thing I am passionate about. Apart from the medical side, I’d definitely write too.

Thanks so much! Love you