Scattered Thoughts

Unfortunately, working on books in the morning doesn't allow me the time I need to blog and discuss and meet people everyday. I guess that's the benefit for those who have made it to a big publishing house. You don't have to market your work. There's also a benefit to not having a full time job and being a writer. Oh well, I'm not Superwoman, so I'll just have to do what I can and write when I can. It is time for me to work on that next novel, though. I also have some schools to visit and send books to. If I could just figure out which character I want to get into today, it would help. There are so many to choose from in my files, and I am just not feeling what any of them would feel right now. Maybe I've just had so many disappointments fall in March that it stifles my creative abilities, the anniversary of the death of Mom, cancelled plans for a summer trip, just a lot of downs. I need some ups to get back on track. I think my ADD is showing up in this blog post. It's really scattered. Anyway, that's how I feel this morning, kind of scattered. Afraid to write, because my writing will probably be that way, too.