These days,
between cancer and chemo,
my brain isn’t what it used to be,
I get snippets of poems,
a half of a line,
a thought, a jolt,
but when I try to collect it
into a series of words,
it melts like the shimmering puddles
on a hot summer highway.
I can see it, I can taste it,
it is a poem just around the corner,
I see a flash of its red shirt,
a pony tail, and maybe some sneakers,
but the poem is a mirage
gone before I see it fully
gone into the shimmering
puddle of a cloudy mind.
I know its there, and maybe
I will find it, maybe it will slow down
and I will speed up, but for today,
the poem is just a slip in the alley.