Dusty and squalid,
though the glasses were mostly clean
and hand rolled cigarettes
from note paper and pine needles,
browned and fallen.
Oak might have tasted better.
The martinis had real olives
and we mixed tap water
and white wine vinegar half and half,
they were terrible, but probably no worse
than vodka for ten year olds.
You told me they drank these
in fancy clubs in the city,
the city I had never been to,
you meant New York,
but I thought of Paris,
though I had not yet been there either,
it was the only city I cared about.
Someone somewhere talked
about dirty martinis,
but I don’t think they could have
been worse than our
little basement speakeasy.