THE END BEFORE THE END

Shhhhh

See that thought

The one swimming around

And around and around and around

The one growing bigger

Gaining speed, spinning faster

It has you in its teeth

Has you hogtied

Chained to the train

And you sit frozen

No motor skills

No verbal gymnastics

No other thoughts

But the one

The angry one

The hurt one

The desperate one

The lonely one

That wants to end you