In a space where I dont know

It’s been a week since I got back from my vacation, and I’m feeling so worn out and fatigued. I really need a weekend to rest and let God refresh my spirit. This return has opened my eyes to how I invest my energy, and I realize it can be quite draining. Right now, I want to focus on taking care of myself. To be honest, I didn’t feel good about my appearance during the vacation, and I felt God nudging me to recognize that I often give more to others than to myself. So, I’m in a time where I want to embrace solitude and take a step back from friendships to focus on my own needs. Yet, I’m concerned about whether this is what God desires for me or just my own wish. I know that God sometimes leads us into seasons of solitude, but I’m trying to figure out if I’m isolating myself or genuinely seeking solitude. I want to concentrate on the next book in my trilogy and prioritize my health, but I also feel a sense of guilt about this decision. I still have a Bible study to facilitate, and I’m encountering some hurdles there as well. So right now the best thing that I can do for myself is just take it one day at a time and surrender each day to God and I know when his timing comes, he will be able to provide some clarity and understanding