Waking Up In Fear

***TRIGGER WARNING: This post contains potentially sensitive material in regards to a toxic relationship and sexual assult. Please read with caution.***

I laid there motionless and focused on the tears that rolled from vacant eyes, creating little streams that ran into my hair. I embraced that tiny bit of madness that came from wanting to wipe them away but forcing myself to allow them to slowly flow because it was better than the alternative.

It was better than accepting where I was and wha...