I don't know yet if we're getting back together. Right now we're still just talking things over. But...it looks good, you guys. It looks really, really good.
So the other day John Mayer showed up on
Ellen
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As some of you might remember, John and I...well. It's pretty safe to say that we were in love. And then...it felt like he was going everything he could to push me away, you know? And there's only so much that a heart can take. John knows this...it's like...I don't know...slow dancing in a burning room or something.
So I did my best to forget about him. I moved on. I would hear about him every once in a while...that he was recording a new album, had moved out to the country, had taken to growing out his hair and wearing a weird hat...and while I found myself wondering and worrying sometimes (really, John? Let's maybe talk about that hair and the hat...), I had to let go. I had to just let his name pass on through like a train in the night. Like I had said before, he had done this to himself.
But then he showed up on Ellen. And there was just something...different about him... He seemed reflective. Introspective. Maybe a little regretful of all the things he had done to push away the ones who loved him. I guess vocal cord surgeries change a person... I don't know. It just seems like he's changed. Grown up. Become a better man.
And then he started talking about The Bachelor and I started to remember everything I had once so loved about him.
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So. I don't know, you guys...I'm not going to say that everything is fine again and we're back to where we once were. We're gonna take things slow for now. There's a lot of healing that still needs to happen...and just because he made a few cracks on Ellen about rose ceremonies doesn't mean I've forgotten all of those long, lonely nights of silence on Twitter or the empty space his blog once occupied in my Google Reader. But maybe I can forgive. If he can change...maybe I can, too, you know?
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As some of you might remember, John and I...well. It's pretty safe to say that we were in love. And then...it felt like he was going everything he could to push me away, you know? And there's only so much that a heart can take. John knows this...it's like...I don't know...slow dancing in a burning room or something.
So I did my best to forget about him. I moved on. I would hear about him every once in a while...that he was recording a new album, had moved out to the country, had taken to growing out his hair and wearing a weird hat...and while I found myself wondering and worrying sometimes (really, John? Let's maybe talk about that hair and the hat...), I had to let go. I had to just let his name pass on through like a train in the night. Like I had said before, he had done this to himself.
But then he showed up on Ellen. And there was just something...different about him... He seemed reflective. Introspective. Maybe a little regretful of all the things he had done to push away the ones who loved him. I guess vocal cord surgeries change a person... I don't know. It just seems like he's changed. Grown up. Become a better man.
And then he started talking about The Bachelor and I started to remember everything I had once so loved about him.
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So. I don't know, you guys...I'm not going to say that everything is fine again and we're back to where we once were. We're gonna take things slow for now. There's a lot of healing that still needs to happen...and just because he made a few cracks on Ellen about rose ceremonies doesn't mean I've forgotten all of those long, lonely nights of silence on Twitter or the empty space his blog once occupied in my Google Reader. But maybe I can forgive. If he can change...maybe I can, too, you know?
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