the missing of you
feels like a small animal
gnawing at my heart
my world isn’t quite right
when I can’t be sure
that you are still in it
you have severed yourself
from all modern technology
that you declare
‘sources of connected
disconnection’
it leaves me with hands empty of you
I think about placing a call
the old-fashioned way
but I am all out of quarters
and payphones have become almost extinct
only found in the Smithsonian
next to the manual typewriter
you wouldn’t open the door
to a stranger
I know you would appreciate the whimsy
of a tin can stretched between our houses
but I don’t have 2,700 miles of string
I try to connect with you through the ether
grab the thread of your vibrating frequency
but your beautiful colors
are not calling out to me
the way they usually do
I must resort to inscribing a message
into the night sky
letting you know that you are loved
that you are missed
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