Uprooted

 

 

                              Knowledge

Meditate for       Contentment                    A prayer for the uprooted

                              Community

 

2.2.24

My Dream this morning had me in an office cubicle, worryingabout my lack of accounting chores.  I completedmy work way too early and had nothing else to do.  I worried I would be found out and fired.

When confronted, I admitted my lack of work, by saying “Iwant to speak German.”

Instantly, I was transported to a dirt beach island justoutside the window.   A meditative creature was with me on thebeach, but disappeared. I was in the office again. 

This time in a different position. My colleagues in whiteshirts and ties, indulged me in my talent of doing nothing in particular.  Joyously, we cheered and celebrated, some gamein the background. In a commercial, lady astronauts did somersaults in the air,part of the celebration.  We were all celebratingwhen I awoke feeling contented.   I firstmeditated on the Heart/ Gall Bladder

 

Saam Medical Meditation Interpretation of the Dream.

 

The dream began with Spleen worries of work, indicatingresponsibility. And inadequacy (dissatisfaction) as I felt I might be fired.

Knowledge/ Pericardium - “I want to speak German”. 

Heart, Friendship and Beauty: I was transported as if a Mandala(A beautiful presentation or object in a dream) to an island where a meditationalcreature was briefly with me.  This couldhave been my childhood best friend.  Hequickly left and I was joined by my colleagues back in the office. Theyaccepted me and we shared in joyously celebration.

Lung.  The officebuilding signifies material possession, homeland, community. It was ideallycomfortably for me, a place I wanted to be.   

Pyscho – Somatic:  Imeditated on the Lungs.  This last week I’vehad great and meaningful openings of a life long block in my chest, in my lung.In my sternum, in my thymus. A lifelong phlegm and heart-attack conditionunwound as channels of Qi and Blood opened up new vessels.  A fulfillment of destiny. Who I am supposed tobe. Comfortable in community. 

Per my story in SMM, I was an uprooted child from the warmclimes of San Diego to Beautiful, Rheumy Pennsylvania. Not once but twice in mylife.  I cried leaving Pennsylvania and Icried when I returned. Soon after I got sick.   

Who is firmly rooted in their community?  A lot, or a few?

What would my potential self had been?  

Would I have become sick? Would I have had a family, an early career track, success?

Would I have fallen into acupuncture? 

My sickness fate was blessed, but lonely. 

Now, in my dream this morning, content. Fitting in, acceptedby others.  I wasn’t a super star or performer.  (No Liver level Three Needs).

I did have Knowledge though! (Pericardium Level Three).

I was an accountant for years with AIG, when I transitionedto my doctorate in acupuncture.

I worked in Century City and Woodland Hills high rises. 

Uprooted, I’ve also, always been a beggar.  

In my dream, from Knowledge I arrived. So I meditated on thePericardium / Stomach.  Qi n my chest andthroat opened also to the roof of my mouth and face.   

In this dream I went from beggar hood to contentment. The Mandalawas the transporting moment.

So I alternated Heart and PC and rotated through all thechannels.

In contentment of community, a new masterly self has emerged.