Work to fruition
Lately I’ve been not following manifestation study for sometime. And I started feeling like I am not myself that is, who used to take risks and now I am being totally risk averse. A person who had spontaneously gotten ideas and now is thinking harder for ideas.
And as many times I shared before, while I was travelling in a car, a random Earl Nightingale’s audio was playing bringing me back to myself. It reminded me that if I persistently think about my dreams, I’ll live it. For greater income, give more service.
So the difference being in a mastermind group (which I am not in any yet) , helps you build faith that things will come to fruition and keeps reminding you the same again and again.
And today, that small reminder opened a lot of ideas for me.
I became aware today that the last great failure I had spoken about is still affecting me. That failure is making me doubt if I can Ace the post graduation entrance exam. This exam can be compared to riding a carriage where I am trying to hold the bridle hard but it is too heavy that my hands are hurting to hold it and it will slip from my hands soon.
Everyday I feel I could have spent more time studying. Everyday I regret wasting my time. I want to be easy on myself but the shadows of the failure warns me that I failed because I was previously easy on myself. I don’t like it that I am repeating the same cycle of mistakes again and feel helpless. Like the bridle NOW I am holding it hard, bearing way more than I can bear and yet I know it will slip away TOMORROW, I stare at it go away from me helplessly.
I want to make it happen. So, I will share everday with you guys of how much I have learnt and if I am satisfied with how much I have learnt… It will make things lighter for me if not easier.
Thanks so much! Love you a lot. You mean a lot to me 
