“I feel terribly strange, like a shadow, and full of dread. I dread the time ahead, the amputating…

“I feel terribly strange, like a shadow, and full of dread. I dread the time ahead, the amputating time, I do not see how to manage it. I do not want the world to go dark and narrow and mean, and the world has been very unlovely in my eyes, and I very unlovely in it…”
― Martha Gellhorn