On Submission, BDSM and a Personal Awakening

When I first found BDSM I thought I’d found my holy grail. The answer to all of my issues and questions surrounding my sexuality. With BDSM as the answer, everything else fell into place. My early promiscuity wasn’t the result if irresponsibility and a callous disregard for my body. No, it was a subconscious pursuit for something beyond the vanilla meaningless sex I was having. Trading my cunt like a commodity wasn’t about a near-sociopathic disconnection from my own emotions, it was about a...